My mixed-feeling made me feel uncomfortable since last night........ I was thinking too much.. I'm very sad and dissapointed .. Since last night till now...... Ya Allah, make me strong and patient to receive any test from You.. I learned a lot from tonight after made a conv with my dearfriend,, ( thanks for the motivation and even more for your ever support, It's makes me feel better ) ** I have to redha for everything and take this challenge of life with patience. ** I have to be strong inside and outside. ** I have to look forward and think positive.. ** I have to change myself, my attidute, etc **I have try harder "Sabar" comes together with "Ikhlas" ... Ya allah You can see inside my heart. I always. make mistakes and do wrongs. ...... please make this situation easy for me or replace it with something better....., amien ....